Wednesday, December 23, 2009

i would ♥ to have this dress. !
Dear Santa,
i know i haven, been a really good girl this year.
but can you please grant me this.
- Buddy is safe & warm over there and his family is better and better every single day..
- Xiang won't go crazy. LOL;
& then,
- i would like to have more dresses.
- and i would like to have that olympus camera. !

freaking shit.
i am just done with chionging xia yi zhan xin fu.
xiao le damn cute.
he's damn good for a child actor man
he reminds me of hayden.
i think hayden was 3 when we took this?
not sure.
okays, i wans't feeling well today.
so in the morning, i call in sick.
and sleep all the way till 6plus.
^^
The magic that can stop for the moment , is photography.
Photography is the magic that takes an instant, and transforming it into something everlasting.
<3<3<3
Sunday, December 20, 2009
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yeayeayea!
sexysexysexy!
freaking <3>i went to look for it. yet mummy dun let me buy.!
sobs man.
Mummy: dont buy it, the shoe won't last.
Me: pretty please. i just want to buy and put it in my room.!
look at it i also shiok.
Mummy: No.
Me: ):
Saturday, December 19, 2009
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Thursday was happening.
Wednesday, slept at 3 plus.
woke up at 6.30 for work,.
& woke was superb.
i managed to hit quote, in fact i was above quote :Dand i managed to reach it at 3pm.!
so from 3pm, i stopped doing call sheets.!
haha. AND pretended to look busy for the next 3 hours.
after work, went kfc with shan,
and showed her around bugis street.
trained back, met xiang.
after that headed home and change with they waited for me at south view.
cabbed down to play.
& i had a blast.
&&&&&&&&
JEFFERY JAY.!
I FREAKING <3 YOUR HEEL! GOSH!
jeffery wore this heel thats soooooooooooo SEXY.~!
LIKE HELL SEXY.
AND I CAN WEAR.!~
I WAS HAPPY LIKE FUCK!
LAUGHS.
After that xiang and i cabbed back to my place., while the rest went for l4d.
was back at ard 5 plus.
and chatted till 9 plus.
crazy or what.
like i mean him at 9 plus on thursday.
and then we slacked till 9 plus.
after that i woke up at ard 9.30
LAUGHS OUT LOUD UHS!
Pics when i get them, <3
Monday, December 14, 2009

let me tell you this,
IF THIS GOES ON, I'LL SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION SOONER OR LATER.
September was a month of pain.
now
December is a month of sorrow.
what the fuck.
Well, i've been feeling smth's not right this one week or two.
and just why has my 6th sense gotta be so right on the dot.?
whywhywhy.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
goodbye baby..
i guess we were just not meant to be.
thanks for taking care of me.thanks for understanding me.thanks for giving in to me.
but i guess we were just not meant to be.
please don't cry anymore.please don'tit hurts me to see you cry.
its not that you're not good.its just that i'm not worth you.
i can't i don't know why.
i tried telling myself that you've to work.and all this is because of your job.
i know you love it.and i know i love you.
but baby.
i don't think we were meant to be.no point dragging this on.

SINGLEHOOD.
hello.
i want you to be happy.
i want to see a smile in your face.
i want to be there for you as a very good friend.
but not as a partner.
Tuesday, December 08, 2009

yes, MEMEME.
NOBODY BUT ME.
TIRED OF THIS CRAP.
and TIRED OF HEARING hang on. hang on.
FUCK THIS SHIT.
how long more you want me to hang on?
STOP TELLING ME YOU'LL BE THERE.
stopstopstop.
i'm not a 5 year of kid.
stop telling me that you'll be there. when you disappear everytime i need you.
i'm running away soon.
Sunday, December 06, 2009

i'm feeling very messy now.
nothing went well on friday.
i cried till all my tears went dry.
i sucked. i suck.
heartbreak, heart shattering.
its not that i do not want to focus.
its not that i'm not trying.
its not that i'm a fucker who just thinks of having fun.
urgh.!
all this is killing me.
your words just keep replaying on my head.
i was already on the verge of collapsing.
but now, i'm on the verge of collapsing.
now, i need a very big hug.
Friday, December 04, 2009
it almost 2 in the morning.
and i just got out from the shower.
today,
met guoliang at 2.30.
did get to do anything. cause it rained.
after that when over to some place in east cost.
watched him work for like 4 hours.
then went over teka mall. ( i dont think teka spells like this but well,? )
bought the items needed for tml's camp.
after that went to timah.
had pineapple rice then
played few round then home sweet home.
i didn't get scolded today, thank god.!
i really hope i can do a super good job tml.!
GODBLESSME.!
naomi JAIYOU.!
Tuesday, December 01, 2009

yes,
Lo♥e me or Hate me it's still an
O B S E S S I O N .
FINALLY,
i'm free.
i totally hated this year of school.
it totally sucked & i meant totally..
enough of that rubbish school crap.
at least i managed to accomplish the promise i made to my mummy.! (:
Sunday, November 29, 2009

i'm breaking down. very soon.
i totally studied the wrong subject.
i studied beo. when tml i'm taking poa.
after that headed to connie house to study,.
but end up. slacking with the usuals.. -.-
i feel very weird.
people gossiping,
well, their problem
Saturday, November 28, 2009
(:
Thursday,
zhiwei called, met chun.
headed to library and study.
ZhiWei was so funny, the moment he saw us.
we shhhhhhhhhhhh. him.
laughs.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Finally, i talked to lanlan on msn.
and all it took was one HELLO.
:D
overall, today is a happy day.
i'm happy with my room.
i'm happy with myself.
but.
i'm not happy with you.
Recent Photos. (:
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i've got sore eyes. ):
Monday, November 23, 2009
I'll let the pictures do the talking. (:

Good Morning People.! (:

Gabbie, i dun care. i'll calling you this from today.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
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i did not sleep for the whole night.
conferenced with gab and vanessa till 4.30.?
before that, all of us decided to meet for breakfast.
while they when to sleep, i decided to catch the sunrise.
i just felt so clam, so peaceful.
after that, we met at 8 plus.
went off at 10 plus to get my bed and stuff
one word shiok.!
after buying,
headed to vanessa's house
skipped lunch,
and went straight for dinner.
**exciting pictures from gab's dslr.. hmmmm





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